About Me
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I am a walking oxymoron, the manic-depressive freak with a big mouth and the world of quirky, simply ABNORMAL habits to back it up. I'm blunt, hopelessly romantic, obscenely openminded, unabashedly perverted, hyperactive, and in your face. I know where my loyalties lie, and they're DAMN strong. I hate life but I love living it, I enjoy laughing at myself more than anything, and I love making other people crack up, too. I'm quite the wise-ass, but I have a big heart (most unfortunately, just when I was hoping I could be a sardonic, stingy bastard for the rest of my life T____T). I'm spoiled and bratty, but at least I have a brain, unlike half of the world populous (and there's the vanity kicking in... righton time to. I was thinking I'd have to go to lunch without it). My sense off humor is pretty perverted, morbid and off-color (perfect threee words to describe me XD) and my idea of fun is curling up home with a good horror novel and listening to the Phantom of The Opera soundtrack... and I suppose I'm just random that way. Mleh. I'm likeable enough, I love to socialise and make new friends, and I adore talking to people and finding about their backrounds and habits and shit, X, Y and Z and so such. ^____^ I'm interested in people: they are flawed, I hate them, I love them, I want to kill them, I want to hold them, I want to know all about them, I want to know nothing about them. I need people: I need people around me andd influencing me and impacting me and lettting me share myself with them. I love the feeling you get when you make a difference, or when you find something that matter to you... I'm a sap... what can I say? Also, on a more negative note, I'm pretty lazy, even for my own good, but I'm gonna take over the world soon, so I suppose the masses will have to deal with it. World dominations always been a dream of mine, sentalmentalist or no semtamentalist. But honestly, I've never been good at these "About Me" things. I am so much more than you think I am. I am the best and worst thing that will happen tto you. I am tragic, artistic determined, oblivious, derranged, out-there, self-less and imperfect... you'll never get me at face value, so don't try. I'm so shallow... and yet so deep. Don't ask me how that makes sense. Let me impact your life, and you'll see a whole new world of things... heh.
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Interests
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-Making my friends laugh -ANIME!!!! -Expanding my music library ^____^ -Writing -Reading -Architecture -Religion -Philosophy -Film and Theatre -Art -Drawing -Travel -Occultism -Archaeology -Astronomy -Tattoos and Piercings -Human rights -Botony -Cooking -Photography -Shopping -Photography -Video games -Literture (contemporary, classics, whatever) -Psychology -Mechanics, Technology and Computers -Politics -Extreme Sports
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Favorite Music
Black Metal/ Trash Metal/ Industrial/ Powermetal/Indie/ Punk: Haste the Day, The Dresden Dolls, Dimmu Borgir, Cradle of Filth, Deicide, Opeth, Killswitch Engage, The Birthday massacre, The Cure, Apocalyptica, Blink 182, Cannibal Corpse, Azure Ray, Dry Cell, The Kovenant, Malevolent Creation, Iced Earth, In Flames, Nightmare, KoRn, Epica, Chevelle, NIN, A Perfect Circle, Kittie, A7X, Gackt, Hyde, L'arc en Ciel, A Perfect Murder, Between the Buried and Me, Bury Your Dead, Lamb of God (just to name a few)
Horrorcore: Insane Clown Posse, HED p.e., Necro, Ill Bill, Psycho Jesus, Jedi Mind Tricks
Classical: Paginini, Liszt, Rachmaninoff, Tchaikovsky, Schubert
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Favorite Movies
Garden State, Stay, Down In The Valley
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Favorite TV Shows
Degrassi, Dead Like Me, Six Feet Under, Scrubs, Xplay, Weeds, Dexter, The L Word. I watch random shit on Discovery and History channel as well.
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Favorite Books
Mostly historical thrillers, horror and fantasy or science fiction. I particularly like Clive Barker and Piers Anthony. I would rape both of them of I could, but one is gay and one is married, so it seems unlikely. Also getting into Mercedes Lackey and the like. And just taking this time to say Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy and all things affiliated with Douglas Adams are the shizznit. Really.
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Favorite Quote
'To die completely, one must not only forget but be forgotten, and he who is not forgotten is not dead.'
'Pain lays not its touch upon a corpse'
'The love we give away is the only love we keep'
'I like your Christ. I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ'
'Everything that has beauty has a body, and is a body; everything that has being has being in the flesh: and dreams are only drawn from the bodies that are'
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hi5 Games
Akeena hasn't played any games recently.
Journal
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It's easy. All of it. In the movies, in the books. The girl gets the guy. She gives up absolutely everything for him, finds herself, and gets a happy ending. Well, NEWS FLASH. In real life, when you give up yourself for some one else, you have nothing to offer ANYONE. You get lost in them, its all a dark and twisted travesty, some bat-eyelash-and smile fad, a rape-your-thoughts-while-you're-sleeping ruse. And i HATE it. I hate all of it. I hate feeling lonely, and I hate curling up by myself, and I hate feeling inferior to everything around me, like I have absolutely no place, and i hate bottling and uncorking my thoughts and emotions so much that it becomes one demented, unwinding river of darkness and blood, and I hate hating all those around me and I hate hating myself. But most of all, I hate you for the empty shell that you made me, because now I cant give back to anyone. Any one at all.
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hi5 Gifts
Akeena has no unwrapped gifts.
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